Thursday, 16 May 2013

Health, what does it mean to you?


It is probably pretty clear that I am passionate about health.  In all aspects.  Today I have been thinking a lot about health with regards to nutrition.  What is healthy?

Today we are so bombarded with diets X, Y and Z.  X will promise this result, Y will make the results of X better, and Z is a combination of both, but it will promise the extra good results.  I think you get my drift.  We are bombarded with an incredible amount of diets that are just confusing our population to no end.  The fastest growing, and the most lucrative industry of today is the diet industry, yet our population is perpetually become more and more obese.  Does that make sense? You do the math. 

Like the majority of the population, I grew up knowing that food was supposed to be at every occasion.  Birthdays, family gatherings, funerals, Sunday visits, the list goes on.  Even a walk to the park typically meant that we could have an ice cream cone or a Popsicle in hand.  Every occasion was surrounded by FOOD.  For many of us this is OK, for many of us: not so OK.

Coming from a family that was relatively torn apart for a number of years, I often sought food for comfort.  Food would never yell, fight, or keep me up at night. It was just there whenever I needed it.  That relationship ended up manifesting itself into the rest of my childhood, my adolescence and still into my 20’s.  However, despite the challenges that it posed for me, I feel like this relationship has led me to a path of what I consider health. 

Although I struggled with my weight for the majority of my life, I always knew that life offered so much more than what I was experiencing.  When I moved to Newfoundland, I met my boyfriend, and managed to reach my peak weight of 167lbs at the mere height of 5’2. My boyfriend at the time had the metabolism of a pre-pubescent boy.  He could eat anything, and I ate along with him.  Dorito’s brownies, ice cream, cookies. You name it, we ate it.    

I was a size 12-14 pant, and I hated getting ready for any function.  I wore spanks (the most uncomfortable running shorts known to man) when I would go out, and at any opportunity, the sweatpants were on.  Not long after that, I began experimenting with food.  I would go through phases of not eating, eating everything,  keeping myself in my bedroom,  and feeling sheer loss and fear that I was depressed and could not ever look and feel the way I knew I wanted to. 

Then things took a slight turn.  Our relationship was failing and I knew that something really needed to change.  So the experimenting continued.  I began trying fad diets, I tried the special k diet. Failed.  I tried the salad diet. Failed.  I tried the extremely processed and low-calorie diet.  Failed. 

Despite the failed attempt at the salad diet, I always felt wonderful eating vegetables.  They made me feel... clean.  So I went back to the salad diet.  I started to incorporate other things into my salads.  Eggs, lean meats, nuts, seeds, and oils.  Within a relatively short period of time I started to notice a difference in my body and my energy.  Clothes started to fit, my energy was up, and my confidence started to rise.  It was nice feeling.  As time passed, I continued to experiment with this. 

Although the majority of my diet consisted of vegetables, lean meats, good fats and oils, I was still consuming dairy (Yogurt parfaits) and the toast in the morning.  The experimenting trend continued.  I cut out the dairy first, and noticed a change.  A positive change.  My energy had increased even more and my clothes started to fit even more nicely.  The next experiment was the toast.  I cut that out, and again positive outcomes. 

The reason I started experimenting with dairy and gluten was because I noticed that every time I would eat them, my body was telling me something.  I was honing in on the signals that my body was giving me, and I was adjusting according.  It’s incredible how much you can learn from your body if you ACTUALLY listen to it. 

Despite the fact that these changes made me feel good, friends and family kept telling me that I was being unhealthy.  “Sandy, you have to eat bread.” ‘Sandy, you need to eat dairy.” “Sandy, you can’t just live on meat and vegetables”.  My body however was saying “YES YES YES” while the people around me were yelling “NO NO NO”. 

It did not take long for me to dive into research.  I read and I read, and I couldn't be more thankful for the information that was at the tip of my fingers.  I was feeling so much better, I wasn't getting sick anymore.  I was sleeping better.  So many positive changes. So while everyone was saying “Sandy, you need to eat bread for fiber and milk for calcium”, I continued to stick to my guns. 

I managed to go from 167lbs and a size 12-14 to about 125lbs and a size 0-2.  I feel much better, and this is MY health with regards to nutrition. Our bodies need REAL food.  What is more real than clean meats and vegetables, nuts, seeds, oils and fruit? These are foods that expire, they don’t have labels, you don’t find them on the shelves. They don’t come in fancy boxes with pretty writing and marketing strategies.  Instead these are foods that fuel our bodies.  They give our bodies the nutrition they need to exist in a healthful manner. These real foods create the shift from eating easy foods to living life easily.  When we are properly fueled life becomes easier.  Think about it. 

I will leave you on that note, and I will be sure to re-address this in more detail within some other posts.

Bon Nuit!

Wednesday, 15 May 2013

We all have them. Role Models.


One of my friends asked me today, “Sandy, what will you blog about today?”... and the first thing that came to mind was body image.  In that moment, I had a few solid ideas of what I would discuss tonight in my blog.  The day went on, I was relatively busy running errands, getting contacts (to sell some Sandy Granola) Yay! And getting checked and treated by my chiropractor.  Busy day, but good day.  After the hustle and bustle of it all, I came home, had dinner, chatted with my soul sister.. you know who you are if you’re reading this... and then ventured out of a walk with a good friend of mine and his mother.  Then, I came home.  (This is long-winded, I know, but I’m getting there)

So, I get home, I have a snack of broccoli, olive oil and some nuts, and I am thinking to myself... Wow, my heart feels really happy, and body image is actually not what I want to blog about.  Instead I want to talk about role models. 

I think in order to address a lot of body image issues, I think it is important to address where we often get the misconceived notions of what our bodies OUGHT to look like.  So tonight, I will just dive into some ideas I have about role models. 

My friend’s mother who I met this evening is a glorious role model in my opinion.  She is the definition of Mom.  I feel like I could go on and on about the qualities that I noticed in such a short period of time, buuuuuut being creepy isn’t my GP(game plan) for the evening..:)

Role models.  We all have them.  We all need them.  Some of us choose to have our parents as role models, some of us have our teachers, our friends, our co-workers, bosses etc.  When we look up to these people, we respect, trust and acknowledge their opinions and beliefs.  Regardless of whether we are consciously making the choice to have them as role models or not, we often think back to these people when there comes a time in our life regarding decision making.  These are the people that lead us by example. 

I think it is absolutely important to have these people in our lives.  These are the people that not only give us faith in ourselves, but also seem to give us faith in humanity.  No two people will have the exact same role models, we are all different, so that makes perfect sense.   If everyone’s role model was Steve Jobs, then we would all strive to be apple geniuses.  You get what I am saying. 

However, despite the fact that these people are our role models, I think it is important to leave them as that.  They are not idols, they are not perfect, and they don’t know the answers to all of our life questions.  It is important that we maintain our own identity and seek out the things in life that make us happy as individuals.  Allow your role models to inspire you, and push you beyond your limits, idolizing them can potentially lead to a sour taste in both of your mouths. 

I feel like this is a bit of a sporadic train of thought, but I think the message that I am trying to convey here is... BE a role model. Don’t think you’re an idol. Realize that there are people out there who you can look up to and admire.  Realize that you too are that admirable and respectable.  Appreciate the good that others have to offer.  Just like your role model, you’re not perfect, but always strive to be the best person you can be. And last but not least, own your goodness.  You deserve it.   

Tuesday, 14 May 2013

A bit about me. A Fresh Start to the Cyber World.


Well Hello,

My name is Sandy Saad, I am a 25 year old female. I have finally completed my Nutrition and Family Studies degree at Brescia (University of Western Ontario), and could not be more thrilled about the next chapters in my life.

I have an incredible passion for health and wellness in all physical, mental and emotional aspects.  I think all need to be addressed individually, yet simultaneously.  You can have the strength to pull a car, but aside from your physical strength, you need your mental strength and emotional stamina.  You get what I am saying?  They all exist independently as a part of our existence, but they all work collectively to make us the wonderful individuals we are.

So here goes.  Over the past number of years of my life, I have had a pretty wide range of experiences, just like everyone else in the world.  The biggest thing for me was getting in touch with me.  And believe it or not, that has been the most challenging of them all.  I have dealt with family stuff, friend stuff, boyfriend stuff, health stuff, school stuff, work stuff.... just stuff... but the hardest thing of all to deal with was... Sandy stuff.

My journey to health started with a lot of confused thoughts, feelings, and expectations of what health looked like.  I need to be skinny, I need to be strong, I need to eat this, I can’t eat that.  Then it dawned on me that that was the most unhealthy vision of health there is.  Today it is about how I feel in my skin.  Am I hungry? No, really, am I? Am I full?  How do I feel?  That’s one aspect of it all.

Then the social side of it all:  I have to be there for this person.  I also have to be there for that person.  Oh and I have to make sure that I am there for that complete stranger.  Woops.  Then another ah-ha moment happened.  No I don’t.  I have to be there for myself first.  Then, I can be there for others.
Ultimately, my goal in life is to help people, but how on earth am I supposed to be there for others when the one person to provide that is being neglected.  Me.

And then emotional stuff came along.  Growing up, it was a hell of a lot easier to deal with my childhood if I simply suppressed my feelings.  I could feel all of the feelings that I wanted, but showing them, or expressing anything but excitement was a no-go.  Then.... I got a  little older, and I dated a boy.  Within that relationship, I started to come out of my emotional shell and began to express when things didn’t sit so well with me.  Then I was told that I had too many thoughts and emotions.  Then bam.  Back to age 5.  I’m working on it.  Today I am much more capable at making an attempt to express my feelings, and believe it or not... it’s pretty awesome.  People are not mind readers, they won’t know what’s going on unless I tell them, and nothing will ever change if the action to create the change isn’t there.    Communication.

Now, you have a much better idea of ME.  Alongside all of these experiences, my passion for nutrition over the past almost 5-6 years has flourished.  I have an incredible appreciation for healthy food and fueling our bodies with Real, Good, Healthy, and Tasty Foods.

I would like to take you along on this journey of overall health.

I will be exploring nutrition, exercise, and life-thoughts.  My brain tends to be a bit sporadic, so you will likely be subject to some sporadic posts about everything and nothing..:)

Through my blog, you will find more lifey-stuff, and through my Instagram Page you will find more sparse foodie-fitness related stuff.


My Instagram page can be found at http://instagram.com/operation_awesome/

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